audition is in less than a week. my voice is going. i am stressed. tons of hw. feeling like I’m getting sick. i can’t sleep at night. i stress eat. i thought that by bringing snacks to the practice room would keep me motivated and in the room longer. instead o have resulted to stress eating. FANfuckingTASTIC.
They were telling me about how this guy sort of came out the other day. We had a little conversation about it, then they said how oh this will give him a reason to be more flamboyant. I was like just because he came out doesn’t mean that its gonna change anything, he is just naturally this way. I mean, look at me, am I any more manlier now that you know about me? They respond saying well your not actually bi. Or are you? I’m like we’ve talked about this already! I am physically attracted to guys and find girls hot as hell. Is it that he doesn’t believe me? I don’t know. It just seems to be a big deal to some people, when it really isn’t. Granted, I don’t quite know my preference yet, but like is it really difficult to listen to how I feel? I am just being honest. After keeping it inside after all these years, I just want to let it out.
Lewis is an awesome guy and his blog is just, well, as awesome as he! He is also great to talk to, about anything. He is also quite cute and has a cute accent to match it. He is a smart boy and will help you and be there for you when you need it most. <3
Briana, my best friend, is a very sarcastic lass, but i love it! She is blunt and always makes me laugh, and her blog is a parallel to her personality. Also loves getting asks :)
I don’t know what I like about this blog, but it intrigues me. Maybe its because susie is gorgeous. She has an awesome sense of style as well.
I have always been a bit of a tomboy, and as I have grown older, a bit of my feminine side comes out little by little. I love all of the styles posted on the blog.
Alaina is my room mate, and we bond over tumblr. Her blog has everything and its pretty damn awesome! Everything from humor to longboards, i love her blog so much! Also, she likes to get messages in her inbox so message her sometime <3
It is going to be such a rough week. I have books to read, notes to take, early a.m. classes, practice time, and an audition. it may nt seem like a lot, but begin frustrated is not helping and is going to be my downfall. I just want this week to be over, it will relief all the stress and weight off my chest.
There is no better feeling in the world than standing there at the barre, going back to your roots. It is your core, where you gain your strength. It is something that, as dancer, will always be there for you to go back to.